I need some help

Hello, for years i have been too proud to ask for help when I’ve needed it. Now i am realising i need to accept any help that is offered.

I have been through a tough time recently, particularly over the past year. I have battled with depression for a while though i am now getting to be in a better place emotionally.

I’ll keep it as short as i can but the biggest challenge I have faced is watching my grandfather die in front of my eyes. He was terminally ill and he took his last breath while holding my hand and this hurt me so badly.

This led to a downward spiral of depression and i ended up getting a very painful eye condition which nearly caused me to lose my eyesight in one eye. This really affected my confidence and meant that I had to take a lot of time off work. I had only been working with that company for 5months and so did not qualify for sick pay which meant i really struggled financially. I did not feel comfortable asking for help and so ended up taking out some high interest loans to get me by while i was not at work. I used this money to pay my rent and bills. This then got out of hand and caused me to have a lot of debt which went into the thousands. I also had to use credit cards just to buy food and help pay some bills. I am now back at work but am still struggling to pay off this debt. It is never ending.

I really just want to get my life back on track financially and emotionally so that i can do something good. I used to have so much ambition and i need help getting that back. I know the position i am in is partly my fault but i am asking for donations, however small, to help me clear my debts and start living again. I also want to be able to come off of my antidepressants at some point soon as i cannot continue to live like this.

I would really appreciate any help i can get, please keep me in mind.

Here is my paypal.me link: https://www.paypal.me/NuSasha...

Thank you for reading my story.